Addendum..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaargh!
posted by art criminal at 8:48 PM
OK it's been a while...
Life's just so F*cking great!
I had some fun of the oral giving kind with two women within a week and now I MAY have herpes but I can't get a straight answer from the one that has the symptoms. She just wants to bury her head in the sand and feel sorry for herself. I've never had to deal with something like this because well, I'm careful. I immediately went for a HSV2 specific test and showed up negative. This doesn't rule out HSV1 though. It's typical in the mouth but can by means I'm sure you can guess get transmitted below the belt. The problem is this "woman" is acting like a little girl and not asserting herself with her doctors to find all the answers and get properly treated. I mean heck they say she also has a staph infection around her belly button and that if it is herpes in the genital area that it's atypical as the bumps are separate and haven't crept together. I seem to be showing no signs. I might have something really tiny on my gums but I'm no doctor. God Dammit! This is frustrating! If the formula holds true that we are HSV1 positive then I may have got it from the one gal from kissing her above or below the belt, and gave it to the other gal during oral sex as I've never had a cold sore before that I know of. This is all so bizarre. The gal with the symptoms has gone for both a blood test and culture and apparently been told that the tests done were not strain specific. Why she didn't insist on the blood test being such after being told the culture was not strain specific is beyond me. Passive, self-pitying, self paralyzing people like this person make me just want to go postal. Here I was feeling one minute like the cock on the rock and now I don't even want to socialize until I have answers. Is it HSV1 she has below the belt? Do I have HSV1? Where? Am I going to have to take medication? Has she been honest with me as to her sexual history? I just want to yell "stop whining bitch and deal with this with me!" Why do I find all the screwballs?! Heck I paid out of pocket 150 bucks for the fast HSV2 test just to act on this as my insurance didn't provide this test. Why is she choosing to act like such a child and sit idly feeling sorry for herself. She can't even get proper treatment if they don't know what she has where. I told her she might want to go see a specialist like I did, a dermatologist and folks do you know what she said? "I had a really bad experience the last time I saw one. I'm afraid that'll happen again." This is her way, if something was uncomfortable once, never do it again. How self defeating and stupid a chosen habit is that? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaah!
posted by art criminal at 6:52 PM
OK it's been a while...
Life's just so F*cking great!
I had some fun of the oral giving kind with two women within a week and now I MAY have herpes but I can't get a straight answer from the one that has the symptoms. She just wants to bury her head in the sand and feel sorry for herself. I've never had to deal with something like this because well, I'm careful. I immediately went for a HSV2 specific test and showed up negative. This doesn't rule out HSV1 though. It's typical in the mouth but can by means I'm sure you can guess get transmitted below the belt. The problem is this "woman" is acting like a little girl and not asserting herself with her doctors to find all the answers and get properly treated. I mean heck they say she also has a staph infection around her belly button and that if it is herpes in the genital area that it's atypical as the bumps are separate and haven't crept together. I seem to be showing no signs. I might have something really tiny on my gums but I'm no doctor. God Dammit! This is frustrating! If the formula holds true that we are HSV1 positive then I may have got it from the one gal from kissing her above or below the belt, and gave it to the other gal during oral sex as I've never had a cold sore before that I know of. This is all so bizarre. The gal with the symptoms has gone for both a blood test and culture and apparently been told that the tests done were not strain specific. Why she didn't insist on the blood test being such after being told the culture was not strain specific is beyond me. Passive, self-pitying, self paralyzing people like this person make me just want to go postal. Here I was feeling one minute like the cock on the rock and now I don't even want to socialize until I have answers. Is it HSV1 she has below the belt? Do I have HSV1? Where? Am I going to have to take medication? Has she been honest with me as to her sexual history? I just want to yell "stop whining bitch and deal with this with me!" Why do I find all the screwballs?! Heck I paid out of pocket 150 bucks for the fast HSV2 test just to act on this as my insurance didn't provide this test. Why is she choosing to act like such a child and sit idly feeling sorry for herself. She can't even get proper treatment if they don't know what she has where. I told her she might want to go see a specialist like I did, a dermatologist and folks do you know what she said? "I had a really bad experience the last time I saw one. I'm afraid that'll happen again." This is her way, if something was uncomfortable once, never do it again. How self defeating and stupid a chosen habit is that? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaah!
posted by art criminal at 6:43 PM 